DIRGE LIVES!

Dirge wrote:Having just read the chat roll archives, some things need clearing up here

1st, I'm afraid of nobody and nothing

2nd, what's the point of explaining myself when it's just gonna get shot down in flames?

3rd, if I'm not making sense to those I have spoken to, then maybe I need to make it crystal clear, I do what I think is right for ME, nobody else. I have spent far too long overlooking my own health and well being in favour of others, both here IRL and online.
That may sound selfish to you, but quite frankly, I don't really care if it does.
If I want to post here then I will, regardless of who is or isn't online at the same time.

That is your choice, but regarding your 2nd. You never explained anythng so how do you know it will be shut down? I say, there is no excuse for making all your friends worrying and sad, but I would very much like you to tell why. There is so many other ways to do it that the one you chose. Have we really been so mean to you? Please enlighten me.

And fyi, you are not the only one who had a rough time, you know my story. Not that I need any pity, but try and remember, all people have their struggles, one way or the other.

I am sorry for my language towards you earlier, but I seriously need to understand why.


EDIT: Read your last post. I hope some day we can talk again. I know I have been a part of the hurt, since our relationship didn't work but I still wanted to be your friend. Have I hurt you that much? I certainly hope not. Let me know if you want to talk. I don't hate you, but will admit I have been pissed at you for doing this.

Just a few things here:

Unicron- You're ALLOWED to be mad. Don't be angry at yourself for how you feel.

Sideways- I forgot to say "Hi' earlier. Hi!

Ramjet wrote:

Unicron- You're ALLOWED to be mad. Don't be angry at yourself for how you feel.

This is very true

Galvatron wrote:Real life friendship is very important to everybody. I can tell you are healing from all that and now have some real life friends.

It's a dog-eat-dog world and finding "true real life" friendship now-a-days is hard to do. Or it is for me anyways.

me and dirge are doing ok now and I feel better than i have in a while :)

Dirge we are here for ya. This group is th best people I know. Even though they are mostly cons. They have kept me calm through dark days none of us will turn our back on you but this same group has and will let anyone know when they have their head up their tailpipe. LOL.
That all said glad to have you back. We all have missed you.

Now I truly feel like I'm home

Welcome home lil' conehead buddy

Welcome Home!

Yeah, welcome home you coney conehead

Even if I wanted to, I can't hold grudges, life is too short for that, I'm just glad you are okay, and that things are going well for you finally :)

"Dirge, you're my younger brother, and I love you. But don't ever take sides with anyone against the Family again. Ever." (by Micheal Corleone-The Godfather)

Welcome back Conehead! There...I said it. It's official now.

Some familier names joining on the Lair now. Yes, you will more than likely wanna know what happened/why it happened. and why I chose to come back.

Reading other forums posts, now I know who my true friends are. The ones who will stand with me and not judge me until they've had to walk in my shoes.

Well I tried to stay mad at your ass but for some reason I can't so there ya have it. Besides I have done some things in my life that should probably have caused me to be dragged straight to Hell. Who am I to judge? Now with that being said what does that mean for Robosheep, has he returned as well?

Dai Atlas wrote:Well I tried to stay mad at your ass but for some reason I can't

close families are the same way. we get mad at each other once in a while but it usually never lasts too long. it's the same thing for online families such as the Lair family. For some reason, we can't stay mad at each other. Life is too short.

Ye whom lives without sin may cast the first stone.

Galvatron wrote:close families are the same way. we get mad at each other once in a while but it usually never lasts too long. it's the same thing for online families such as the Lair family. For some reason, we can't stay mad at each other. Life is too short.

Ye whom lives without sin may cast the first stone.

Agreed.

Hey Dirge Im glad your back, we all missed you buddy

My sig isn't flaming you Dirge. If someone's on the receiving end of my Sean Bean memes then they're alright in my book.

Two things bugged me though, and I'll only say them once before I drop the subject:

1) I lost my mother in 2011. Now she's actually dead, and isn't gonna pop up elsewhere. That's the main thing that bugged me.

2) At Auto Assembly 2012 me and Insurgent STOPPED PLAYING WITH TOYS TO PAY TRIBUTE TO YOU!!! I HAD PRIMUS, DOTM SOUNDWAVE AND PIRANOCON!!! Bitch

That being said Galv's right. He who is without sin and all that bollocks...

Oh and the tribute was removed from my YouTube

Dezaras Prime wrote:If someone's on the receiving end of my Sean Bean memes then they're alright in my book.

Seen a few of these over on the Shadow Realm. I think they're funny as hell.

I may have been born a man AND a woman, who knows?

we are all born with x and y chromozomes

Dirge wrote:I may have been born a man AND a woman, who knows?

word up!

Dirge wrote:I may have been born a man AND a woman, who knows?

This is going to make me look even more stupid than usual........which is an accomplishment....but-

Um......... I *know* I've been away for a long time, but is this for real? Are you you or someone pretending to be you?

I don't think it's anybody pretending to be Dirge. Thank the matrix there is only one Dirge.



Welcome back Roar. Good to hear from you. It's been way too long

There's only ne fooker like me lol

I know I've been inactive again for a while, but such is how my life is now. Busy with work between December and May is always meaning that I've had little time to post, now with Rachel, she is my first priority now. I still consider the lair home. When galvy and I first made this site, we had no idea that it would become what it is today. Those early days were so much fun for both of us. The RP had dirge and Megatron going undercover as a pair of hookers, Galvatron ending up pregnant and giving birth to rumble. Such was the laughter we all shared. Galvatron, Commander Megatron, Ramjet, Bumblebee, Optimus Prime, Sunstorm and Rumble in the early days. In later times, Sixshot, Dinobot and others.
But behind all those fun loving dirge posts was a person who was desperately lonely and whose only pleasure in life was this website. I went through the meat grinder but came out a better person for it.
The support from my friends:-

Galvatron - one of my closest friends who I could not live without. If this man is your friend, you should feel honoured as I do. Always ready with advice and support when it's needed.

Sixshot - the other of my closest friends. He is so knowledgeable about life and can always help with just about anything. From TF to deep personal issues. We have become close friends over the last few years. Many many deals we have had. Always a fair guy to deal with.

Roar:- she is just so good with issues and problems that are sensitive always that shoulder to cry on. I thank you Mrs Roar for all you have done for me.

Ramjet:- always ready with a flippant comment to make me laugh when I'm feeling down. Another one who I consider a good friend

I could go on, but time is short and my dead pig sammich is calling.

To all of the mentioned, words cannot do justice to how I feel about my friendships to you.